Enjoy life

Somehow, sometimes, i like the busy me, whereas sometimes i just love to sit around and look at the view around me.
Sometimes i ponder, should i be always so busy, or should i just relax and enjoy everything. Well, i guess i should do both, its my character anyway.

My father, he is always very busy, cant stop doing something. He wants to do everything fast! Whenever i do things slow, can't escape from his shouting. It's not really a bad thing sometimes, because it means efficiency. I must had inherited his fast eating habit, but i had slowed myself down tremendously these yrs.

Slow-moving me, will often try to stop thinking anything and just stare blank. I feel that's a waste of time, but i cant stop enjoying it sometimes. Escapism from the real world -temporary-.

Life happens like water. Sometimes in rapids, sometimes gentle flowing, occasionally fall from high area. We flow from top to bottom, just like we grow from young to old. Things that you missed, doesn't get a second chance. Sometimes gentle flowing water doesn't means good: you got trapped at a drain -forever-. Sometimes when you get caught in rapids, it doesn't necessary means bad luck too, it may brings you to new places with excitment. The same in life, when you are having a smooth life doesn't means it is good, ironic! When you face numerous difficulties in life, you learn, you overcome and you grow stronger, and be a better person.

No matter what, we can only believe in ourselves. Im a person with plenty of weakness, i lived through plenty of rapids, i almost died afew times, i regret, im a laughing stock, im myself.

--jiaqian-->